l-~ wilL' a weeb leator arid
~n.ey heard tie $iust c.id~nt buy ar£v idea. It was gJod in one
way, raL Tory :r-a·riried, li;&e a futile riot ~r a palaca
with electric gates in capitalist land. aid tkiis was the front dor
It was sma]ler bu~ sa~e the world over, he thour.ttt..~ on
the steady hum~run. '1.e jolt, lead by Bush and ~orbachov , to
ride aruLind ttroppy i~j thu ~Ugg) beat!
"This icily garncr"he said
"wh~ rucking cares -~or a thir4 Lhat was sitting on the side
of o'obhes and conformity. I be added.
"ik aware..." she L~rfled arid spoke
'fACS ad looked for a tor~ tnat had mocked the rutey guy who bad
narped on and teen accumilated in the rackirp, kinpdom.
"We are a]' ujersi" dike they bide tY-emee] Yen on
pmrehnnco to fret a word in eo~ways. He was annoyed jumping up
firm down, sore
-voting some or his extra ·..peoial affiliation with the loonies
who were another asp.h~~ C stupid I and after joints that blew
trem all atay "yaurse]re I"
"Happy? hr-?" and today could the d~v that trike-warning
stat they had returned. 9. and wan a~aradox in I tne lii to
ma~ter. lie -'ade a hea: thy stL'al thy getaway from the flat.
Tryiw. was hard work to be flying rourd. his head hit oat arid
wrote bk:is instead;
"Responsibility, and all it's tra~sby]c was Ln ring."
some~~n;es redtape ruimaits 0£ c.oLart,e, 'rust ask peo~1e who
are get bing on and ir. bhe place. He assed himself and got te-
rjmber for whi c-fl Is cou.Ld Use aur tree I
Blue Fe icr was on and Lie war] d entered his head kinda. Fe
wo~id go ror a waly. to ttt tools who r"n the anon. Alec
Ring. He thouj'j't cynica] ly, The c~t would bake a last look at
it all before the stomache joined in the chorus of years.
Tiie.ho was sure of the sunpid moron OC a present, there and the
then he screauted, bucki~t on call. To do acme washing up? It
felt sad! stuftedi nughoje: "and rinsin~~. -lyle day bad
been tired, with o'ie aor£g walk into town and a Khnw of
friendship and popularity. Rough, tne bleak city-scape...A bjuke
had proojued to get them AVUT windows! -Thier faces were creased
and moved. tie foYt nuwbie.
Warm tension was in Li3e air, he rn,tioed, Another hnd lent him
lOOoctd£sl ~strsnge?" Xe ~ooked,"m~ybc ILL,?put ·L
record on." 1 'L9 SW'£' tI:e~s days but it d Ldn' t rea~y
get over the decorzted setee! lie ints goughed at them at theN
having., a go:
'~Vhas, vylere din tirat money go?"
and tho~a,11t to ht-nseli acouL clo~~hes , "that was saved
for just living!"
"Your guilty in that case!" she shouts i'j:~ a trarLsi
b var and liVtifl it
The sky made the Irhabitanta mount, bat this was stakey stale as
the su~der,- sporadic rJa~hts or .¶icrowaves.
'eats for lua:ct:.
Stiside, the people didn't take any Liking to the
niddle-class-type oeir'e...£oet araa~ing shows of nature didn't
ratter, morley did! "tuck that, fuc~ Litis! ~t-is rexi-tine
dri.'ati-ntate, each one a stick
· iicny wet sLor~ -in a tea-cup!" It reminded him tnat he
had been di~iteily remaetered in Iii"less torta1ity.~.(9.w)
he wished it; The vision of the 'utare; &lwr~vq a sudden shoe
s~ow or i'ower~ ~.'o on Onle wouLd go &now1~.'y into the
exha'j'j-~i ~ied world they would simply iry Just Dome old
·.houg,ht he had imrjined ~often) the blood ticabed arid so
dititorted.
mat wa~ikt-d by; On bfle but 'egs (isn't it 2ur~er!) ,,ausagG ieat"
te carton viwaali~ed press
pe:3p]e ayir4 in a white flask', pouring ttirOu~h tnu ungrateful
press despair, no tire icr real lire, It was that sirnilie for
t:l:n to express anyway. Suon crazy cc~dneas when mcne~'- didn't
distr~ot hic--'. 'ran?
"eviaence I" w~ he did wijeri he wan pulsating through,
tailing insidc hJ-3telf, peoples conversaLion,
·rkiim7~' te said loudia arA played IL SOIWetmok Vor tT:e rest
~n the at~ie of a samyle. Ho Ho! L'ow I; keeps spinning on an
invisible &ament. lie dreampt of lets, F~is mind was ted up
and an crazy though sickly arvi always rlal:t 1i~e a sex~ one's
yet ajAini C.~loria) Correob in ',he staba's was moving and
stressifull, Afflucnce? it ~is bt'arablc-' an', looked tpt,d. To
find a di'ug-dealed as he did of~en, 6-ave him a clue
of isbit. Aiter rolling a S~'iif which ~ey had bo accept. was
licky luc'~ money. Sotehow be iragined Amy wa9- ge'~ting
on.
A fits; zrip in a s-~olen-eporta Cs car-week,he wan looking for
ward two, "ever £et t-rnt, exciting?" "~ou1d
it?" and cho people especia1l~, but a jr,lsnce later and he
decided everybodyn fneeu and ac ~ians with tLe pie-in-the-sky
dream world, crc ~hat thing about tt:e 'scene' ib 'ads nirn. He
didn't li~e b~,e sound of the]din'~ some! Wher" all friends,
rernerabe,-ing a rew inontyls arc, liked the sound of it II:ore
ani nEars and 'ad sa; listening Lo it, the heavijy, tho ylit of
the b~o*, toe ra"cism.
In thier titete he war, wobdy , "It AiRd beoL a vent
Ic'?" too cap it all "too crappily correcti" ~.hey
were of ~flCSE for a wb!le chic
made him Sick La Ut's reeling, T~e reme-~bered tack~itr Wy., but
~r the wp~ or the ~n'oie,you know? '(eadinrI daisy
li~ernLure...the utudc-'n;s wibh a non paberrstl anele hidin.~
hir~el£ away.
~er. Lual ly he went out again
flbis ira i~sslf urwiri 't no b~d ns copyini'.: itnascripre and
making fell concerned,&ad prc-tc-zLdL~Lp, to be! Aide
made nir feel preturbed and scared and bhia:£ a lob, Thabs all at
least Ir' ~ dirL'c-,ton. He didn't want to act
by givic.6 bim everyLnirig. Thi. be secretly orearnpt
tor a so]ics dumb enough to ~.cL niB sperm, .j~ ~ng that ne rest
pisued ott that tj~is wodid never happen ~ accords
lie wiped nis brow end took a chit.
"What a world to live ~
braitisy would be loading ap Find drivin~9~hrough the
ro;ten window ratad in surf, to pasturen new and to saurms new'.
lacking! this would j'e a dead ringer for a humat' wno was Left
to it all. To nim J'L~C wtfl noneut; "It *ae tucking
boring!" alit had told him. he had thuaglit it was O.K.
As its was just Si L'-i'g. i L coild got den' deprenaing
sometimes you to do ~'r,a fut.'kI~~ phone in your pit Jttstiiys
crappy thLr~s.
iL-~w~ Lt al ways happened tijat way, ho -~hat doe'jn't bel org
to him now, the ant-phone-call and ,you,get a git!
re started to la'~gh ailviol ent.!cr the rest ci your life so
3oun~ ~ou pick a jamily thaL was in a mental i~ospital'. flee put
it down, arter feeling stupid. ghat taur)1t him It read;
"low to play tYc blues like a total wanker!~
A long time ago, the blucs~ . the asre fili repeated i-~ne1f
t~rotq'':h the spea£cru as tbo'Jj%~tD and meturles repsated
reali cy.
Be inougnt Stone~indsd: *i Ii i li'e uo£amorcw?~ and had the new
diro ;nrough · lie rail down the stairs wit~ a fake &od and
Iffy
tbougj~'~s of superioriby ard yellow fingertiva, to o.';e"k,
to want tier with thc two j,'lrJs who were dtgi;al and flasned a
lot. Y{e was worried that one of the girls n.~d moant a lot to
"Am at on. time. lie could start by wearing a short skirt
Was it life? his i£rtimpo~!
-ans lit. had siren -'ira goat, looks so t}iat was it.
"on 3'riilkhc" he byped aver some work. Who cared if it
was about tt:e thatoted '~esis~ Me had written to notody. Most
people call other people! tie couldn't be bothered... to do
it...aisirisk.'ly
"On tbere ,'lI "me rust of ttje books nijat
were, 15, pie ten~ious he starea down ab b.';e ~atg~ Pie wriLii-g
was tnicting out!
Ife needed ah iflfl(,e , ~arks atd indelible imares were Lie
persona... 7cr granted, aver bhe Library of unread and
unwritten-mejeon, actin to ttte puilic, tk:e bape came to a click
on reverse, "WAY!" he realiwed that thiti timu and
space triat he ]iwtened to, of a philosoyty, a thou~it back to
tile nstd of sympatny.
Insuantariucauly he bad a sharpish a;-q~~, It was Saturday and he
wa~
~n pain! And 50 tnno town, to C-den karket and warm it flaB too
as
hc stepped out on ~hL' dirty he did, aTtd heLr~r then thod
alor-g...
:5 risti a slice of brown toasted brr.~, and noticod that tbsre
wure
an ertra ;hirty in tne queue.
·'Busy town," he t:nou~br, makini', sure that be looked the
way he felt and all walking in Lhe direction of the cOSSO-know it
all ace that he had imagined ear]ier. after tall be was in the
land or Che clietness. ~e ret t1~.~t after a slow 10. lIe lived
here and it was flow part of him, thiLt flas the way he loolced
at it. frben vp at --he box he sat in a bar all detached tram the
ticket he had, that was. A] ready a girl he wi bccn
ii":ua~Jy finj;ers,read 66 times.
He felt Skiallow anti oal!oas. ·'68 peop]e before me"she
said. he wan having quite an effect they onper'tely needed a ,1oint.
or even a fag about any thing anymore, then he rled.
Cool hi~ O(PWfl at least," she said ucretaning.
"Xour ~eneratijn were
£uckLd she ~~rJy sat and waited, a conversatijn took a
ceath-wish.
"Ris parents annoy ~her"
It Lad aiways surprised him when his brother had tnrioyed him and
it diened, it warned his cackles!
Z'tcy had gone around wanting for a pint but had sipped tonics
flow and e'.ain in various cans that he had. re had ret her a
few weeks ago,be apitomised him and every thing wi~k"d afld
worldly~ T!s Lajoyad the calm suburban twenr4~no.¶ethirJ~B
i~ the ~uggy heat twin. lie didn't often get tarbed u;er~body in
the bar, a quiet place around Inc poncy places. ite liked
sittintr around contemplating or con-enjoyir~ the crarpinena OS
the otter dishevelled gentleraen. Pot nirn these ojaces were
pocki-te for a half of lage~r or to examine the various uniforms
and th,ter ruc~ercd and unshavert races. .10 tau~cd endleflRlj'.
to b'~mse~t an they asked the bar tender to tel] them tac priac.
'!flC ravers special record sbop changed for what seem~d like
tiler own suitalle mind-nur,.bebioally. boping for him, to give
them thier own...~e wasn't ar~ry thoupJ~, ·1~'ust chaps! but
they were ~ so similar, he JuSt plarea the old -nan.
'Ehey sat thier head e all te ~arne wall. "LIhG television
was placed. "Are we all tie Fais?"
They watched the screen attentively. lie remembered his moth and
his concentration nould be broken by the most hilarious things in
a monuts time wflen bhey would
katnetic I sex with one or L~eA w¶0trh the lo.nj'-
black in his cijuac.'
-tar, Once upon a trineess w~~tn a amile ;i-a: ga'4e hirn
·~thjcal properties; tar into kin psyche, he looked a; It
arro~a-qtjy but he had remained, exami nir~ noth bier ane
i,imself as always! Fe went wondering; "Whab do people
hold?" i-~ igned him,. likc a spy irt the 'caret identity.
Ha woujd U] Li~ately be safely sway in the land of nowhere. In
the shame ar£ the biwac or i b(s) all be felt sick. "could
do with a beer..."ail he ~ried to t~~nk of some merter of a
rocA band in a field toe. " will anythirg ''SPpCfl?" he
had no heir! 'ibey 1au8hed, ar-a she his lovely K.
"Vbem," the cars raced by in thirst, ~hier life?"
But he had no idea, when I.s. probably playing a compact disc,
the rLgamortis-enduoed enbertair~'aent rendered from an origins]
inferia-
-ri~. Crowded with endless shouts, Pros made him mije patheticaly
and all through tke crowds.
"ILUtCIIAW, Ted?1' Ha~e tnat was the
atmosphere...
To Lis ears the reggea, the bits pumpir-g around tr~e cifrere~r
bod~ea in a place just sike a library of cults that were piled
up."It bad seemed that observation, was under stream. said
the blood, just pumping arid in the end he had wandered into
faces and ears of the ~a~~s:7n~ers... ar£d betting
shops LO a video, at least most of the
"So," he rsu~t'd.
Wr,eri Lu had ;ar ned, "wh,~n~'?" tLey cci (1 afrord to
down ~i Ar' S con biLually. rub lb had turnea ou~ to ic ariotlier
b Ia~ing aichokijo row. The si tuat' or-I people didn't
qL~c:otion it J!A~ifl~ out of hand arc wr:iz~in~ ar(,LLfld
I'soptr-g to punch -'in art hi~ mother!
A curious mixture...
The squat~ere nnd, ol course totd dc trutn, the truth was tfle
wore;. yrorn thab ~'-ear on tie co'£~d hi~o never have gotten
the same
-espon&ie.~~ictds, they had all gorie, after they had imply
w~ked out of tne pub.
"Oct bbe polo police!~ "Wtio? would YOU?'"
bhey stared over then, tnei ready to smash or corrisoate. Tney
were amply out or ;oacn with bi;e strarije.
As tney had bortowno a; ('C the tear, .~hey attackcd the back of
thior party. It tad Lurried tE-em Lnto quict etouts.
Uflre.9~ in thi. spoilt saburbe, tbe cocasional pipsed Lyrat, who
nad ofterL wittes~~d dranken brawls tad been e~ooo out on the
bEacon fell onto the bl-~odsbained ta-.~ao. Starring --fle over
Lhe ton ~-nyl ~itraLe
"I'm not far i~ro.-j- the rirate pol ice stqT~ion. but
Lk.'ey 'ye
tThai.fled quieter.
"-Le ear nad been s~r. around. It was necessary- to wal~
that way to NewEam. Or-c guy :~~j stepred out intc the "hi
be neaningless flightLi~e. Ero-~ra k:afl p-at up his bards in
errectation wtth tbougrt of *iera parts teens. They lur£ged his
head forward towards the one girl who kept OttYifl~i "lown
Down!
He tiad wiped hIs forehead. '2n~ey wore onto r:iti. Stron~a.1y he
had jickod down continually, and rul; it was r-o good.
""the fliLliUS ! " once Late the damage ha&
been acne, and ncodj estily Se' woula have been beerpital; to be
stitched.needled hars--ly, and bloody. I£n-puisive, aggressive
sex. Ire feZt the pri~atfve.
·'Ma Y." they had eriflisted the 'mit heir of, (there 'tat'
beer .' few incidents recently). hiLl bro~her, her bro;her.
yo~'er, this had the center of conflict with the c dor, an he bad
spent Lt a on £ood misgivings. He oou'~d rerne~ber back to
moaney utterenc..c,.e.
They still nab with h[m tho~',h.
"A raw aonths?" "no, everywhere I', she continued
ramble, "...and tIere were no njnce. that ho had been ar~ I
can live out ~v friertas." he tad bei:n cut and had a few
thoughts.
"as usual they're sty]a b£Ad been missed!~ Thin was rare
for Dunstable,
"Hi 233(774" t-e was Ln a 1on$ living room in a slow
trial place ItuL '-at a'venirq',, was an eddy around Lb"
onenirig.. or hi V' ~flflSRS. "..the yoim;~. researoning
rrenct'." he thouttht as they fucked on the soja. T.ater
they would wire the slimey grot of the rir':ht wiru~ in ~urope, ~
wau a tnow'tA.
"and, no one can see met" they seemed to hit iL ofr
very well!
In the early ho'jrs he sat in Lhe long rest, he considered the
day, ,', I:e l co~ed up at him and tnen Un, up the big red van
that was early on noreen. Re rercymbered titiw often his rother
had to wair around. They had put the day. which had been a heavy
Ofle, to bed. Loud darce music seemed to blare into Plis
nto~ic~e... "hey nad gone La hnar thorn about it. rae it in
a big or sma)~ village? t~sy SiLICI it wan a roigh and poor kind
of a nlace, and flow they were on the way tnere.
Ticy were trying not ~o have a go. Actor a wnile happy parenbe
were looking concerned. ~f:is was stupidly wronr~, drirks also.
I ing joke
LasL ri~ht art the telic, when mofl~y aldn b dlsbract nirn
trio j-op~ ramnea on about -Zaymen arid the naw-ovidento an he
did when ho w's cas~i~', ooriiaratlofln normality...
"Idle pu;aatir-g tklrour41 peDple I ~'~l7 the grtat
Isritinli
traditinnal conversation! H-?~' te said loudly;
"a J9d~ D's t,ccond rate horror'. in the atyle at a~p~e of
the heterosexual kir£d"he spotted, for a moment he dreamyt
of betterouri of his search for what wad sickly arid always
rir,bt, like ancal sign of under~-ro-and videos, cool,
correct,...
In the states or course Ihese videos,whatever they buy, they buy
a censor to cecide rJr.licly I "Cant be trusted-'
Very loudly and epontanenusly, 'mowing that there was an a] ten.
he ro~na anew place La ~'ive..Whicfl,spaceships were te]ling him
that? They tick in others! The new place was what. he was going
to do, and more. The front was a video-phone on...
Him? There were too many questin-heaper. he sat Lhure listening
r"apec..ti~ely tabaut this. He and Ort tempered and had had
a bit of ian and .ning handled into a shad. N$t p'-essed, his
compsnion doubtauly taken them both far.
"Queue, jrst to he ~iven a formin
"Fiasni~'~ libtts and t}jc wurd say!- he had ranted aid
raved. Trternselves were sitti.'w. in wbat? a flid, itneif away
iT, the junk tflt't had masterminded and counted down the bored
and papurs. 'mAnge aesned like the thing that oozed arter a
while. Sometimee he real [V gob cr1- on the noise instead
of iastnrbatinr. arid dreming
"Aaaagh!" ,:e otten had a restraint for roat,re-
quc.'stit}ns. . into snoppiria~ mallS for faj~-food of green and
taken away.
Hey'." no often £eli jike doirtg t.~is. PC sat In the chair
still laughing. began,
"The landlord r~t it." contir£uir£g,.e without sny
records they bad ended and spoiled tier p1ans for a silent and,
skull like a drill or,mechsnical willed words, dictionarten fuji.
It seer-ed and i~ was thab be was feeling sick,~lter ten.
when be ohut his eyes ~e tittea.
~ a crassy dream occurred to t.'ti}pings. and the new plac.
-sas full of the eou-qd of a
roaring mo-ped. Reaflon,? they had 1,'=ped at ttLe chr£ne. They
needed s't.me foe, a form of Inroilnation, a sauna, ann a
,iacuz~i which [tey. tbe hospital still gave him.
"wierd," where they bad tried to. Sticks were in the
Ama~on. I-he era of the vien, it hurt a little. But they had
kLcned for it in a -'way. ~Co tert'. ~iredness ir. ~ early
morni~.
"Son, somebody should end it now..." he burned hie
finger.
Earlier the continual ruribling had erhaur-ted his visit
to a fun frier-ci,. On... A mj'r.-kcy WHS C)fl tE-s LeIjy flow
'·jrd it made him want to think. L.H. was talking about it. Row
it junt sat hatins the whole of London Utrough and through,
whilst trying to brea~ free. tie Enew lion. it was dowil to the
rest of the council.
Mdc were rl'4' ing. Untidily, nature (the minute) was a complete
farce. ~ext a woiflar., wal~irig tootrie desolate bad never
botherird hi'n~ But whcn people attend~d to thier gardening
together in order that they could sit and smoke dope. Friend'..
Ariother had offered to drive/squat.
Jn. sat facing the day workine. on a film, scratcbing it back
tow' down at- the uncot-fortable. ratiently he scratched his eye a
tin~e sunny, secure. A good deal of cannabis '1 go~ lie
thoug~t about the cash-front and slouched stone-inded in a new
flat. It was a lot, flu could fair well Jike the would dodge an
analyst...
r~.lmvelliflg accuni for the name he r..ot off srp wont home with
trio brow:- he had. She was in and lrr~ on the call, the worries
wert an.noying him, he just didn't.
·'q0 should do some more of
this..."
"worrind about life aurvival?'
...snd money,
this Wy,,,q at least mon of
the time they were to see ir t~cy had any real
porroTo, taking notice of t)je e~tdorioc. Vision , thier
ad boot a good prarad, a dissapointod voyeur-neo fascist obsenity
the braad were Oh no aull, 'and SL*ays rnade for a good
syndrorne~
Homaphobia; sexophoby Lo ilimoelt.
~-~here is your evidence?" Iba' sale was dissapa-;
nttng.
bloom, a record k'e was ltstening to of sit-corn sex rornuers of
the
most timed space age socialism. ~he d~ of the dead, and ah old
ra'-extenston of the politically Oh so. It seemed like ages but
found no 'it'.
"Some hope!" he tnou~nt~ '.ar,d of categori sod as to
bare wabohed for 'La. As if wn?the general P..?"
,~at~ons known, thinkir4', and in LherL', trying to
chat 'Ar of of the purl] C fascism. '-S wan sunrised by no
many.thild-cure itu own illness rrom ours... Fe was laurhed at
blunt~y & since, he wan now typing, it was Sunday, IL nad
been,'cept of knowinp~ it a],.
"Agri" '.hey niad all watoned him, his political
correctness. It wan in tiLe ~ tint ib originally fell- posed
enemy. to sit ~ up end say ehkL-ifl&?,, waraly mt-ti the ted.
'~il1ing and mairnl~ny: the poora arid i1l~.." I
"I'll rear much traflic
SOLUId, this prorits no you forgive?
"L£e?...H',1ir" he indoad...
~t'aJkt~ qtietly into the
probable, the only thing Lkiab would,(feet) indented into his
memory.
flPry away!" be satd.nircissistically mirroring
he opened tiie window, and book a den of trnth:"L~t
the recording of coloured watnr,clo',dy water, and eia~.1a1flg,
it's how to learn..
Fe coratin~and on about what mir4'-t be inside this,
"We just have La ('JOn our brains."
brother ntirred on the
co6-ch,'~He for you, all the sa~e , '~t.e thoit~ht.
tie was a greaL btg ~pY guy, strange, sounded stuck in reality,
ebbing a lumpy moaty attitude. ELC tine was there and then it
waen.
i-sd (last night) " wake up you la~y centy cunt!"
~alking in fine but in whet seemed later they ventured into the
cansideration CI.n.) is made oV tired thour~~ts, they wore all
Azoptirenia! Like a b:ind ~~olfer arid neck.
As they wa3ked tL-rougr£ tims.', they evo'ved. The edge of the
closed supern.arit'.t that ti--sy grew to accej,L (i'o£O) that
they were hollow; "And we needed rood!" "-hey
turned towards tn icr guest...
A~e inroL resnn;ed poetry.
...arld tiwn, Liart qu.:0k4. ran by. Lrom a polite areek family
stock. 'ibty had all wa'.kL-d unt... "But it couldn'L
have..." te t9ougtr~ of reet, WItri a3 thier wemorion and
them (me), had nob even gained a sizigLe second. ~uir.iw:. abon t
to burst, flesbes of tbe strange act/ dream he t£d whi
'fit sexy music tumbled.
"flow can] d this be true? Silling?"
it could weji have beer a
fiiq,rcr tap, and in brain it 'nade him believe...ln a
puppet like rhythm to the almi~yty. Had it rereated itself into
like a baring film t)iat waLl killing tirie. There was a dar~er
that tori;~flL would be the same. lie tbo'jght place.... ~he latd
wherco he n-ad come-. .-~ihe state or sLeep/coma. As ahe was this
precise ~~mont, a figure walked.
"~ore food?" fur, unsuspecting, asaed in a
pInk-spar~~1ed, "li~e tne sweets..." she w'L~ted. ..lle
drenr.pt of ~yrin and Re,...
2. bad the aproarance of rl.astic, ye.1 low, drirrin~
nueu]ent]y, arid scaelunlng. A little startled at first he
tken headed for satisfac tion aid...
"You sre a teeterinr, exile in our world now." Le iiaid
raisirg feelings. slicing and bleeding, ~ow trombling, his body
reacted.
·'~ow you rnust be in sELRl3 pain." his thick
hair was mottled,
"OURS, you are our only bore."
sweaty6~0ti~c0~ness, ailed rulunturoun things. er,now, If we arc to....
rrotrusions exter-ned iriti, the nigl-.t. To imagine this crock of dross
It was drossy, early and he
masterbated in the teat- Loud over his head so uncontrolled was
the new dayligbt that he was awake! Wankin It had a smile on.
It's face would be oft and the new norsality continued happily.
Trath is he could continue in Ms own little way
Wow: Any thing important that you could fear haunted him, like
the day e took out a penis, that stuck rigidly in bin.
"Lil, why would you want anything from my feat?"
~It'e not exactly a good one
for you, is it?~ Sometimes the pain of life paused while he was
masterbating."TelT~y! blank" he spoke, "I don't
think dont think this would make ~
bothering wit), rhetodc.~
"and, are you saying that or even thinking that r can call the
plaoe home."
"TMs plece rq skull, you
if you are having troubler" They gave a ~an. her face was a
peaceful entity that was communi eating. The bins sag
thier noise, they made themselves visible, hovering. He had layed
stirrtng in. They had said;NThey are here,no NOW???" Then
thcy had gone to work.
He had thought about it, "With you?M he asked.
The thing bad turned, was lifestyle not a lwtnry7
"They are aliens: I am not 0ne.~
lie wasn't quite sure wether he would ever be hanX again.
"It's local divisions often tired quickly Sn: nervously...11
Xe was dipping Ms buisness biscuits into the
hot-lip,, now increasing in size and number. What he needed now
lore than ever was simultasogs. They all seemed to be
renewed memories of last week. He tkL.n had a good puff...
The cons,quenees of making such Ob-end, believing the world of
wnnngs that night. His brothers had been intoxicating g drags
that night. The vagac friends of his supposed frienis I
Oh to destroy our very existence, it was funny the way he try to
be the teaching of moral puroretly! It was written all over it!
Oh! the con. For ages... They erect in a fat urge waiting for
S.U. which wan no surpri!. (slurp!).
The nun was saying "OH yes awiully sorry for troom...
He counted to ten,and couldn't. The old end kept. The pro-ce was
much better to work in, yes he was ranting to the typewriter...
the hung room pong of Ms brothers response to him. The satis
faction of years made a flashbaok quickly: This was not though an
anagran of deep breath pouring -himself a glass of metaphor;
"When you we taught you drink it without wanting to
think.." The loud Sonic louth were playing a magic trict of
a substance. His boi would be prised open, I.E was mach bigger
than himself...
"a);tne inrormation in the rscords,..M "Jelly .no'*tLI"
"wit), great big lumpy ideals...?'
like a Snake through the tall
grass he had seen it rear it's ugly Head; "We mast be ta~t
self-asseeaent?" he shouted in the direct lore obvious way
of Daiston.
"WtLa.t fun?,' he had thought for solid multiplicity. lie
was a soMmo-bit-ratty I The sun burned into the deaf musicisn.
They had adapted the empty sunday streets to the reality. It us
indeed tMer ability, but it was treated with en ungrateful
sigh...
·'They," he said, "..are born dead and empty.11
"Under run by certain appetites" she rep3ied. The
couple were dead again, "slay your own produituallyr"
They had found a small food: "Tirne to re-create!"
"~~? who is constantly
rwming in?"
·£he tim· was definately rigged~~slowly. . .tired
feet,draggirg thier Mt to themselves. After all The timer
(shopping bags) were dangling. Es was precarious o.d sinoc he had
awoken from The mornin
"This was a crazy round here. They were all asleep, wel) mite be."
Tb-s Lime was This Aerni-ag.
'2nu tL'1ly overdosed inindlessly along.
~witt.ring, he was awa'.- Sn-alp tile was real soar-c'
·ine arterr-oon passed slowly, eumebhlrig, re~i~y9 kissod
in, s-~muJtansously on the television. To him, he had to return
to the
~rcat ni-~-r~ate to slip slowly into a dev-p humoar.
It ijad escaped hr- and in
tnu kitchen it mInd-cenly prc!asred to move slowly Lowards hIm.
ft was dressed arrogantly stupid.
"nuric, bro~--cr.ru~per suit ii'
It's hair was hanetration and irir,ocence. 1.iquid plas~ic... L-e
was confused art Ir thu juices of ho~orm' rage. races of the
wierd figures spoke; "you are tacky" it was spi'rtirtg
acne arid washes oi~ the rir£gp-rs nov' towards hts ncrnamlr-g
sliontti, suprised sh~uts or Otar dre~u; 'We are part of you~ .
our pale skin and soiL curved riesh-texture. V' it continued,
"te mast do those red points of intersection..."
"It's hard to survive." he relt i~l , -
"Trust me, on and on
Uc had goni.' to bed, "Shitorapi" his thoaghts
rar4 to the outlet, and everything could hear. 'rhe I j~ht
curtains let al] in. Then it did sect ilk esrijer than Lts'Jtl.
His brother and his eir?ht long ftn·m'crs..
"Conti wo~ld take 0£rq he
would or course z spoak, ·1 don't aatuajly know tn-c
speed,.." It had left an i-n- pression, he tAd a depression.
possibly used. he canbinujid;
~r*.dagger. afla bhobghts ot lire; it 'a possible use? My, fir,
altitUde Is da) activity itself! Coyaprehend?"
But, the alien creature cat be 'Dare snterbainlr££ than
that." no repited as it it was a sign of greeting, a page
wcri4ered why tie was even here , tkiat the fl'lp-flriors were
happy for them to near the pocisis. "Sorbe ho~ru-
timer"
"'i'r7 arid sort yoar head
out." the duvet shifted beside them, wnilir bhe two were
vastly different, q-leep itself was security and left them nearly
as one, a giar-; bogging thing.
in'ondsy, in ttie skypi ace, "CIII dear...1' Lbs late ~orrling heat, she had gone. He thought;
"-~ho are they Ir they
ar" not in such pain, such cnnice'.'. he was laying in
'sLagtitly tow~ds him and spoke,
"She has to sign or. nome dtty.~
flQ~ a k~onday?" ne was playing...
"01- tkicm, yet i 'tm. not sure ii lb's tki] S weck or the neit tint
"iho are they then?" he asked tri~rued. "HIMI" he sat there quicsly...
IIC didn't like the way these
chits were eating hin-- WHOLE. i-ir, was approacr.ing Lhem L-otnL
jurne w~s down to a tin or ills, that ints it! LJp a voice atlas
out of the smoke, but, thtnking about it he was juh-t attying the
same tring *C lov..
Es had thouisht or the same te3ing and 4'ot so paranoid 2rom
beMnd tire inessa~e coritlrtijed, '2H~ Daly HAD jUiRIV?-D,· the
time of realnis od sn~- Ce. 1n-to the cosmos at tbe
Art show.
ife luid visited this place (th£s was the ~~iin aip of the town,
the place and people were 30W to deal with the shtt. Thier
wris no clues of what .0 expect. It wc,ujd Ha-who! Who coujd nave
us? the arjiTh-~ S, tl3e fr.-rcicle show oi ego's to his hi be If
contact could be made. The norrality, tr en they had so~o hope
for- thc' human raoe. Just etraiigo~y similar but more copazas or
the spa' calyptie, Bad it been? "Lhey drank wine and pissed
triern:qelves atCho re) themselves' It had all become a
nigitr.are and he looked self-bare, open to tre scrutLny,
heopish. Somehow convinced, that his wizards strangely bad
enong;, theft to do. Just aexontly there was a new kind of house
patty with two bards. MA. had 1;een taken as a Jose, bhe f"w
who had dreamed of escape, perhaps they were ego-inaniace whos
benarocracy was tbat or the MAD,odd,weird guy! Who had y,one!
"CL~TS he stiouted, "~*iLY?~